Saturday, June 23, 2007

I have arrived!

A warm Muraho (Hello) from Rwanda!

I am about to finish my first week in this remarkable country and I have much to share. My mind and heart are teeming. Where to begin?! Our delegation took the first few days to become oriented with our purpose here and with the city of Kigali. During one intensely memorable day, we went from visiting the Kigali Genocide Memorial to a reception at a primary school. The memorial site was emotionally overwhelming. I walked away feeling confusion, resentment, anger, sadness, pain, disbelief, guilt, and overwhelming grief.

While in a conversation with a young Rwandan man, the topic of the 1994 genocide came up and he hung his head while asking: “What does the outside world think of a country in which the people killed their own neighbors, teachers, doctors, brothers, wives, and children?” The pain and guilt that saturated his question made my heart ache. What do I think? What I have seen and experienced is a country of great resilience. The Rwandans are dealing with a tragic history in a manner that in commendable. The government has abolished the death penalty exposing the human ability to forgive; and the citizens have enacted a judicial system (Gacacas) which looks to have the people try one another and then reintegrate the genocidiares back into the society.

Ever since stepping off the plane, I have been received with open arms. Slowly I have accepted this warm reception. The first morning I timidly poked my head out of the steel gate which surrounded our lodging. My eyes rested upon a whole new world, but as I blinked and looked again I realized that it is not all that different. There are elements of humanity that cross all boarders, oceans, and time-zones. We are in this experience called life together, how amazingly exciting! Stay posted for more! Now that I have figured out the internet situation, I hope to make more frequent postings.
Amahoro (Peace)

1 comment:

Bill Ungerer said...

Hey Katy Gibson! I have finally had enough quite time to stop and read your blogs and to try to imagine your scene there in Rwanda. It is overwhelming to read about the sites that you have seen both good and horrifying. I've viewed such horific scenes only in old war books that my father had of the genocide associated with the Nazi holocaust. It is unbelievable what man can do to man I know. Your work in the few short weeks you are there represents to me more good and positive achievement than most individuals accomplish in a lifetime. The worldly value of influencing people to understand one another and therefore create a love for one another is beyond description. Thanks for representation us there.

It was sad, Katy, I'm sure, to try to answer the man who asked you just what the outside world thinks of a people who would slaughter their own kind when you know the answer for the most part is an un-educated and un-researched, "they are savages and you can never change that. It is like dealing with wild animals." I have heard such statements right from my own "educated" friends. No time for understanding. No time realizing that the people in "darkest" Africa love their children and their families just as we do. And they hurt just as we would if we were in a similar situation. For most outsiders, it is seemingly too difficult to comprehend and therefore it is compartmentalized by using such negative statements. Also, it is an easy way to deal with a certain unrealized guilt of not doing something about such atrocities. But I beilive that we must deal with those statements with understanding also, don't you? I know you would.

Well, Katy, I've babbled on long enough. I would imagine that you probably have little time to read things like this. I just wanted you to know that we are thinking of you and praying for you and your mission.

Love, Bill U.